How am I supposed to do this??

So my life has basically been in the crapper for the past year or so, progressively just getting worse and worse...I am not sure I can take anymore... In the past year I have lost my dad (I feel so insanely guilty, that I didnt see him or even help him when he needed me), had an apt flooded, my vehicle almost stolen, my vehicle broke down, refrigerator went out, our income tax refund was lost, and then top it all off, my husband lost his job two weeks ago. YEA, I know that they say God doesn't give you more than you can handle but really???

So my life is chaos to begin with because of the kids rambunctious kids I have but now I have to deal with the stress of my husband not having a job. He worked at his job for 13 years!!! Yea they let him go because he was ill and had miss a few days. They claim he had excessive absecnces..whatever...My husband has worked since he was 16 and has never NOT had a job. He is struggling everyday, he is looking for a new job everyday, but the stress of not being the bread winner is getting to him. I tell him we have savings we are good, not to worry. Things will work out but I know thats not really helping.. His stress is rubbing off onto the kids and me. He snaps at stuff that before never bothered him and I am not sure how much more of this I can take...

AND then I applied for one job, before he lost his job, and I already had an interview. I should know by this week if I get the job. But this does not make him happy. He says I am not going to work and he sit at home. I know its a pride thing, but money is money. As long as the bills get paid who cares who makes it??

My life is just a HUGE ball of stress....ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...I am relying on this blog to express my feelings as my best friend (forever) and other friends are MIA. I have no one to talk, I am just fed up....

I am looking for jobs out of the Houston area as there nothing here in Houston for us anymore, I feel. I would like to be closer to my mom.The kids miss her as do I. And we would be in the country!!

The kids and I are going to my mom's for Spring Break, I am hoping this will be a bit of a vacation for me even though the kids will be there....Just going to the country and get away for a week or soooo....Heres hoping I come back tan and stress free!!! :)