Eleven o'clock at night and 2 pain pills later I should be sleeping but no I am watching Billy the Exterminator cause once again I can't sleep. Why u say? Because I have inherited the "worry" gene from my grandma. I try not to but lately I worry about everything and this so not good. I have so much stress that I deal with on a daily basis and then lay in bed all night worrying about it. I never sleep, well I do but like for an hour here and an hour there.
I worry about everything lately and I am sure its because I am lonely. I spend all day everyday with kids and no adult interaction (unless u count the check out lady at the grocery store). I talk to a few friends online daily but its not the same as being with other people. i just think the stress, the worrying, and the lonelyness (sp?) are making me depressed. I need to get outta this funk and fast!
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I'm also a worrier(sp?). I was just telling my husband that I'm NOT stupid just because I'm a stay at home mom! Of course, I feel like a complete dumb a$$ sometimes because I've been out of touch for so long with the world! I'm usually so tired that I don't feel like going anywhere even when I can! I use facebook and blogging as my "contact" with the world, because that is all I have some days. All to say, girl...I completely understand, and we need to runaway on a vacation together! lol HOpe things get better. Seems like when it rains it pours. Love ya.
im so sorry chells. I am a worrier and it gets me into to trouble. But I have found, and maybe this is corny but that is ok, I have found that when i am superr worried if i just start imagining the problems in a positive light, all of them no matter what, and concentrate on that, my worry level goes down as well as the problem begin to work themselves out. it is hard, but seems to help me. Big hugs to you hun!
Chellsey, I know you worry a lot and I have also "inherited this gene as you say. Everyone worries and if is starting to effect your everyday life maybe you need to see someone. I know talking to your friends and blogging are a way to vent. this is good but know things will get better. You have 5 great kids, a mom who loves you and Dano. I know there only so much I can do to help you but sometimes you have to help yourself and I see you doing that. You grown so much in the last few years. Being an adult is hard and your summer was not great. I love you and things will get better.
Chellsey, Chellsey, Chellsey. Now you know that I am one of the few than can honestly say they know EXACTLY how you're feeling. Like I told you yesterday, you do have an outlet and you are welcomed anytime. I struggle with social interaction because I don't have many "friends" that are comfortable around FIVE kids! A child can overwhelm anyone but when it's multiplied by 5...people shut down and suddenly you're isolated and not invited to go places and do things because you're just not going to enjoy it when you have to deal with your children all by yourself. Been there, done that. It's so easy to tell them, "no thanks." but then you regret it later because you know you needed to get out but the fear of it becoming a miserable time keeps us from moving on and trying! Keep your chin up chica. :)
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